Book3:WereMyDreamIs (第308/1399页)

llyexisted.Normallyspeaking,anunformedfetushaslittleceofsurvivalifshelefthermother’swomb,butIprayeddesperatelyforamiracle,fordivineclemencythatwouldallowyoutolive.Onlythenyguiltysdtheself-nationdeepibeslightlyassuaged.Therewasatimewhehatyoureallyexistedsomewherearoundme,sometimesnear,sometimesfar.IfeltyourexisteheKingdomofDreams,withinthesphereofthosemiraountainsahenonedayIheardthatMr.Fingerhadmarriedalittlebeautyofthesamesizeasheis.ItwasthenthatIwassureMr.Finger’sbridewasyou.Youhadsurvived.ForthatIyaantforalongtime.Becauseofthemanythingsthatrequiredmyattentioninthemundaneworld,mystayintheKingdomwasusuallyshort.Iwouldstayonlyforafewdaysandthenwouldgobaundaneworld.Child,alltheseyearsIhavefelt